I experienced freshmen orientation today at school. Though at first I was nervous and overthinking things, overall it turned to be an awesome experience! Not only did I have a lot of fun and met some awesome people, but it was a HUGE stress reliever. It’s odd that I was around people that I don’t vent to and I felt at complete ease with them. Like I did not know who majority of my friends were when I was around these freshmen and some upper-classmen. I only remembered those who mattered and has made an impact in my life. Those who will not change me for who I am. Those who won’t force me into doing something I am not comfortable doing. They say that you only live once, and take chances. Take risks. There are moments where I admit yes those phrases are true. They are indeed true but not always necessary. I live my life the way I want to live it. If someone can’t be happy dealing with a person like me, then leave. I don’t want you to change me. It irritates me when someone tells me, “We MUST change that!” Honestly, please you’re dealing with someone who takes most things seriously….PEOPLE YOU MUST BARE WITH ME AS THE PERSON I AM. Yes, I am learning to take a hint at chizz now. But seriously and recently, past experiences have changed how I see many things and how I see people. Some of those experiences are good and others are bad.
For one thing, the whole sleepover thing….I don’t care how hard you try to persuade me. I still live with my parents. I live under their roof. Tough luck if I’m 19 years old now. Their house, their rules. Honestly it is tough to live under those circumstances but I grew up with it and I turned out just fine. I have never slept over someone else’s house. I have never dated. Never been kissed. Never drank. Never smoked. I know people would say “Never say never,” but why make a big deal with chizz like that? Smoking and drinking are honestly not necessary. EVEN HOOKAH. I don’t care if it’s not really smoking, don’t make me try it. I know I’ve said “oh yeah I’m gonna try it.” Guess what….I LIED! I’m not trying something that I know I would not like doing. Even though I have never done chizz like that, I’m not following the whole YOLO concept. It’s stupid. Look at the generation of kids and teens NOW. By the looks of it, we all got worse. My generation? People that graduated same year as me? For jimminee cricket sake, I don’t like my generation. This is why I have older friends now because they’re mature and know. People would think that I have a lot of friends, which is true I do. I’m FRIENDLY to a lot more people. BUT since I’m being truthful throughout this entire post, I have two best friends from grade school, two best friends from high school, and four best friends from college. If you add those up, those are the people I KNOW will stick with me and love me for who I am. I mean the four friends I have in college, they have yet to learn more about me but one of them practically knows me inside out (even though she’s in a COMPLETELY different time zone and state).
Most people call me deprived. Me? I’m Nerisa Lyn Rasing and I don’t give a flying care with what people call me.